First MSF Date

After my friend Camilla wrote an amazing profile about me (how do you manage to condensate a person in few lines...just don't know...and most of all how do you judge someone from a description...still not sure)...I uploaded few stunning pictures (with the help of a selected team of guys for the best advise possible)...and here I am...like the girls in the red district in Amsterdam: in a shopping window for English men....

I started going through the search results...and through the guys that Camilla suggested me...

Some looked quite hot....some different in each picture....so I picked the best ones and started sending emails...

Some guys never replied....but then I ignored some of them as well....others replied but then disappeared (typical!)....With other guys...things started hotten up...

Few messages through the site...exchanging email addresses so no one sees that you are not actually working....and then here it is...the dreadful question: 'Shall we meet up'???

Not sure why but I never managed to overcome that step...one thing is meeting someone in a bar and see him again...but another is meeting someone you have been chatting with through emails...all the 'What IF...' questions start....

What IF he is anything like the pictures,

What IF he is booooring;

What IF he smells awful....

But then I think I have grown since my last dating site experience so I needed to prove to myself that I could do it!

First person I was willing to meet was a nice, cute, slightly older man...in all his picture looks so different so I decided to see him face to face as I couldn't judge....

BUT HE CANCELLED ON ME the day we were supposed to meet!

Nice start eh? And never heard from him again...

So....here I am...NO ONE HAS EVER CANCELLED ON ME! How dare him???

But I thought...'You know what?' Who cares...Next one, please...