Let's the Game Begin

...because I had been moaning about the lack of men in my life...one of my birthday presents was a three months subscription to a famous dating site...

I had been on dating sites before...but the experiences had never been really good.

Once I went out with a guy who did not even pay the restaurant bill...but made me run away! Nice impression on a first date, eh?

Obviously I had never seen the guy again...even if he still asked me out...Seriously...what was wrong with him?

I also always though that you must have some issue if you have to go on a dating site in order to find a guy...like you are ugly, or you have some mental problems...but then...why did I go on one? I guess this is probably due to the fact that London is sooooo big...sooooo many people....that it is hard to really meet someone.I meet people all the time...but then my stories do not last long enough...as I mentioned it before...no longer than the first date...

Probably I am picking up the worst left behind...cause definitely the good ones have already been taken...or they are gays....

Once I met this guy during a party...he took my number while I was giving it to the taxi driver and we started chatting...Eventually we went out for dinner...Had an amazing time...a lot alcohol and I believe that helps a lot...or maybe was the opposite...but the guy ended up back to mine...Not the most amazing night ever...but he was sweet and we messaged each other the day after....but then...silence...not a single word! Now considering he was slightly younger than me (you know Madonna and Demi Moore are teaching that toy boy is really fashionable now! So I followed their foot steps!) I was not that bothered...but I CANNOT STAND BEING IGNORED! So eventually, after 10 days, I decided that I needed to know why he disappeared! I told myself that needed to know in order to improve my dating skills....but we all know that's a big lie. I just wanted to feel loved...and needed to know that there was nothing wrong with me! At all! So I texted him and he texted me back explaining that he disappeared because he is moving to another country in few months and didn't want to start a relationship| RELATIONSHIP??? Are you kidding me? Seriously! I replied that he was too young for a relationship...and I was too old for him!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ENGLISH MEN?

Did I mention the R world while I was drunk? Surely not! As much as I would like to find prince charming...no way I would ever scare a man straight away! Or maybe I did scare him anyway!

So this time....it wasn't me...or at least that is what I believe.

Then I thought....If I was 24 and met an older woman...who cares if I am leaving...I would still have fun till then...But this is just me!

So after this disaster...I decided that I was ready to meet as many English men as possible to prove myself that I am a nice person...despite what I think...

But this is another story.....